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chilllydog
- Name: chilly - Just a shy ole mangy mutt!
- Gender: Male
- Location: Deep Into HELL, GA US
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Stompin' Out The Fire...
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July 23, 2009
07/22/09 22:16:57 | 2 Wanna Comment
Day 100
Been smoke free 100 days. And one day, it will be one month that I've been on my own with no kind of quit aids or cigarettes.
Now to find something to break the damn habit of these life saver candies that I've been eating to keep from smoking. lol
100 days should be worth some kind of a reward, don't cha' think???
Oh well.... :p
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July 11, 2009
07/11/09 10:17:36 | 3 Wanna Comment
Day 88.
Still not smoking. Real stinking big deal!
Think I lost the want in me somewhere during being sick. I pick up guitar and nothing is there now. :-(
Regret the day I ever quit smoking! Totally wasn't worth it and the shit ain't over yet!!!
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June 26, 2009
06/22/09 09:13:37 | 2 Wanna Comment
Day 69. Put on the last patch today. Completed the whole 10 weeks of NicoDerm. This last 2 weeks (step3) hasn't went so good as the patches are a lot weaker in nicotine. But I've held off smoking.
After today there will be no more patches and it will take between 48 to 72 hours for all nicotine to leave my body, then I'm on my own to stay smoke free.
Life is good! < -------- Biggest fuckin' lie I'll ever told for sure!!!!
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June 16. 2009
06/16/09 07:31:30 | 0 Wanna Comment
Day 63. Another day, nothing to report on changes. Am now 4 days into step3 of the patches.
When I step down from step1 to step2, I didn't even notice the change. The first couple of day from step2 to step3 I didn't noticed any change either, But I did notice yesterday and I can feel it today.
No big change and so far I am handling it as far as not going to smoke, but I can feel a need to smoke more than a want to smoke once again. As long as it don't get a lot worse, I think I will be able to control not smoking.
Making me a bit more edgy, and I wish others could understand what I'm going through and show a bit of respect and at least try to understand.
Oh and I have now added the 2 Months Quit Award to the bottom.
That's all for now, bye! -
June 12, 2009
06/12/09 07:41:11 | 2 Wanna Comment
Day 59. Still smoke free with about 6 or 7 days left in using the patches, but sometimes I really wish I never quit. Hate this being down and feeling sick crap lot of the time. I get lots of thinking time now for some reason. Seems like things are more clearer to me than they used to be. Starting to see things and most of all, seeing people more clearer now than ever before.
Read this right before making this post.....
According to the U.S. Surgeon General, the more support you receive from friends and family, the more likely you are to quit smoking successfully.
Guess I'm doomed to fail! Only a couple of online friends have bothered to notice. My wife, she notices. But damn, she lives with me so she would have to notice.
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June 6, 2009
06/02/09 16:53:50 | 0 Wanna Comment
Day 49.
Just a few more hours I'll be on my 50th day without a cigarette. Hard for me to believe it's real. And may only be 50 days, but it damn sure feels like a year already.
All is still going good. Some days good, some not so good, but nothing near bad enough that I can't handle it. Just keep telling myself I can't smoke! Plus I have to quit because I don't have the cash to pay the price of cigarettes these days.
Guess that's all I have to say for now. lol
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May 26, 2009
05/26/09 08:03:03 | 0 Wanna Comment
Day 42. Been a little while since last time I wrote anything here. Really nothing to add. Doing ok, been some depressing day, some good days. I guess the normal.
Being honest here, never thought I'd get near this far 41 1/2 days ago!
Starting step 2 on the patches today. We'll see what happens. ;) -
May 14, 2009
05/14/09 08:29:12 | 8 Wanna Comment
Day 30. It's official now. As of this morning, I've been 30 days without a cigarette. Got my 1 month award today. Damn, I sure could use one right about now! lol
Just wish I felt real good today so I could really feel good about it. :p
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May 11, 2009
05/11/09 08:59:23 | 10 Wanna Comment
Day 27.
Not a good day going on yet. Everything getting on my nerves and feeling pretty much on edge. Day started out alright, not the best but alright. Then I had to try and order my next step patches. Damn what a headache it turning out to be. First I keep getting an error when I submit the order. So I find a phone number to call. They are totally in the dark on anything!
So I trace incoming calls on my cell phone and contact them. So someone is suppose to call me back and help me order them.
Hope something happens because I opened my last box of step one today. There's only 14 days in this box and then I'll need the others.
One good thing has happened good today I guess. I did win a free Gibson decal from Gibson guitars company from their website. Never won anything before in my life. lol
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May 10, 2009
05/10/09 13:29:29 | 4 Wanna Comment
Day 26. I think. lol
If I don't write every day, I seem to forget what day number it is without adding it up or going to look on the QuitNet site. lol But really, there's nothing worth writing every day, much like today. But I do have one of those 'I don't give a shit' days today real bad.
Also, maybe a mind thing, but now and then I can pick up the smell of a cigarette. Or maybe the smell is still in my nose, but the smell isn't all the time. Just now and then for just a moment, but............. I ain't complaining about it! lol ;)
Oh well....... That all for today. Just some ramblings. Bye for now! :)
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